Thursday 29 February 1996

Sonnet

Silhouettes danced where the wind pleases
I vowed – melancholies on my head
Shadows waved on me
There’s nowhere to find gaiety
Butterflies somersaulted inside
A treacherous smile had cried
Soothsay’s nothing to tell
I bid goodbye to the day
The night seemed too long
There goes a lonely, drawling tone
Tears caressed my cheek
As two hearts unite, mine bleeds
One solitary world that is –
I’d traverse without you near.

Wednesday 28 February 1996

Nightmare

The wind ungently touched me
Without words… nor signs
I shivered in cold
Yet, there’s no one I can hold
My eyes are too blind to see-
Anything in the dark…
It was night.
I’m in fear and I’m lost
There’s nowhere to run
And I stumbled alone.
A deafening silence covered my ears.
I closed my eyes.
The darkness embraced me.
Tears kissed my face.
I shouted but no one hears.
I’m so afraid.
And yet no one cares.
 

Monday 26 February 1996

Friends Forever

There’s a place under the sun
Where two lost souls found each other
They rest upon each other’s heart
Ad never again did they wander.
No one thought there would spark
A feeling of unselfish love
It was something they’d live their whole life with-
Something they can’t  have in a bid
It was something wonderful and immeasurable-
Something strong and unsinkable…
 
It was something called  “FRIENDSHIP”…
And that two lost souls that once were wandering was  YOU & ME!
 
There’s a place under the stars
Where we open each other’s heart;
We shared the pains, sorrows and tears
And we survived all through the years;
With one, it’s halfway through success
With the two of us-everything’s such a mess;
For sometime I’ve done you wrong-
When my heart’s temptation is not too strong,
But then you reached out your hand
And gently say you understand.
When I’m down, you cheer me up,
When you’re lost, I hold your hand.
When I’m troubled and can’t be at ease,
You’ll go with me wherever I please.
You need a listening ear, I’m here-
I need a shoulder to cry on, you’re there.
Your heart is broken, I won’t leave you.
Whoever is accountable, I’d truly care for you.
 
We shared lollipops and twirls
Have all the fun and cheers
Sang songs even out of tune
Danced out reggaes and  ballrooms
There’s never such an odd time with us together
And it makes me think we’re friends forever.
 
There never was a time that parting crossed my mind
And it’s really hard to accept that we’d soon have to part
What would happen to all those times we shared,
Would it be just mem’ries to look back to when we get there?
I’d wish you goodluck and you’d wish me the same
I’d say my prayers for you and please do take care.
May God bless you all throughout your life-
And may you find your heart’s desire and may you be truly loved.
Don’t you ever stop fighting along-
Though the road ahead could be rough and long.
And the whole world may be a barrier to get through success-
But never give up, just believe in yourself!
 
This is not goodbye, I hope…
But I’m sure gonna miss you, friend.
 
Reality says we’d go on our own diff’rent ways
“But I won’t forget  to remember,” you say.
Please don’t go too far-
I might be so lonely for sometime;
In a way that you need someone-
Just call on and I won’t fail to come.
In time, I know we can bring back the old times we’ve shared,
And it would seem that nothing changed.
It’s because our hearts  would get in touch with each other-
And because we’re chained as “FRIENDS FOREVER!”


Feb. 26, 1996

Sunday 25 February 1996

Which Way?


Send you chocolates
And a bunch of flowers
Invite you out for a date
Write you love letters.
Send you a card
Saying, “I like you”
Call you on the phone
To tell you, “I love you.”
I’d call up a DJ
And ask for a song
Greet you sweet ‘hello’ on air
From someone who really cares.
I’d wait for you at the gate
But please don’t think I’m cheap
Then I’d walk and ride with you
And pay the fare for two.
Ask a friend a favor
To pass this note to you
Saying, “Let’s have dinner,
Come 8 p.m. , I’d pick you.”
“Would you like to come with me,
On a Saturday for a movie?”
Whew! If only I’m courageous enough
But you see, I’m too dumb.
Oh, how in the world
Could I express myself
When I am but a girl
Who’s feeling’s all suppressed?
Could there be a chance
That you’d get to know
What’s inside my heart
‘Coz I can’t let this go.
Oh, boy-
You’re such a creature!

Sunday 11 February 1996

Retreat

Days had passed
Regrets took its chance
Tears are in my eyes
But there’s no second chance
I’d stop for a while
There’s no reason to cry
I know I’ve failed
Now, I’d be brave
I’m through with mistakes
It’s not too late –
To change for the better
In the end I’m not a loser
I will go on
I’d take whatever season
I’d hold on tight
Keep right in all might
God, I know, is there
To give His love and care
And I’ll walk in the light
Forever in His sight.

Saturday 10 February 1996

The Beauty of Love

I see myself dancing and twisting and turning
Like a ballerina in a magical box
In the colors of the rainbow, I see myself playing
And in a mirror of pure roses and scents
Then I’ve waited what would happen-
Because in your eyes I see  the beauty of love.
 
I hear myself singing and shouting and cheering
The joys of heart could be this close
In a melody of a song, I hear myself humming
And the notes and the chords altogether have knotted
Then again I’ve waited what would happen-
Because in your laughter I hear the beauty of love.

Thursday 1 February 1996

Imagination

When our eyes met
Chill got through my neck
He smiled at me
My friends didn’t see
I smiled back
No walls to block
When he came near
I felt so thrilled
He’s simply gorgeous
My heart’s amused
He asked my name
Oh, I’m still sane
We’ve got acquainted
I almost fainted
Rats double-flocked
In my heart, rub-a-dub
He holds my hand
Shame with my cold palm
He suddenly whispered
“Could you be mine, dear?”
Sounds so sincere
A song to my ear
Speechless at the moment
I just nod my head
Just right after
He came much nearer
He enclosed me in his arms
I totally fell in his charms!